I'm still pissed at that old fuck for the way he dropped on me that he was sick and that he waited so goddamn long to do something about it. That it took near the whole damn forum to get him off his ass and start fighting.

I'd be even more pissed at him if he wouldn't have taken the help that was offered. He at least tried to stick around. Taking that medicine that makes you feel like you're probably dying a little faster than you're supposed to be and still trying to keep to his assigned diet. He found a job and a community that he loved which gave him a reason to try to live. All y'all gave him that before he died.