I was making excuses, Ike.

I have what my doctor called "voluntary tremors" before he died. Seriously. But not my doing.

Anyway . . . I can not read my own handwriting. But I don't shake when I shoot unless I am very tired. Perhaps not so oddly; the harder I try to control them, the worse they get. Once they start on the range I either have to go inside my head to "fight!" and let that mindset override everything else or just stop shooting. I just stop shooting, unless I am the only one on the range.