1) No. You weren't. You made it clear in your 1st post (as far as the record shows.... god only knows how many you have deleted.) that you had no desire to participate.
2) People around here (well, me anyway) don't really get down with the whole "everyone is out to get me, the world hates me, my om didn't give me enough ice cream as a kid vibe that you are know (at least in my mind) for.
Act right and you will probably be welcome with open arms, don't and you will get driven into the ground, much like Rest In Peace rudy was...
No sir, not a bit. You should be the new CCGF spokesman.